| Eat, Pray, Love |
[07 July 2008 @ 2:18am] |
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I just deleted every past journal entry in a typical "fresh start" kind of way. I left one entry, though, that has thoroughly infiltrated itself into the many aspects of my life this year. There were certain points these past few months where I thought everything was going awry, but whenever I came back to that post, I realized there was a reason for the chaos that was my life. And I'm just really thankful for whatever/whoever blessed me with this ability to find answers to my own questions. I sometimes like to think it was my own determination or my own complicated, entangled mind, but really, I think it's some greater power. Even writing this, I feel more uplifted then ever. So I thank you, higher power.
This summer, I decided that I would become more in tuned with myself, and go on a "spiritual journey," so to speak. And so far, it's working out really well. Situations that I typically would have been so confused and so angry about, I now figure out a solution to, and I feel like it's been a really healthy thing for me. I no longer get sick from my own inner demons. 2008 has certainly been a year of firsts, and I am so happy I chose this year to experiment, because I feel no remorse. I feel no guilt for having done things I probably shouldn't have. Seriously, you only live once. Try what you can, and just don't pick up any bad habits along the way.
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